Before you get your underwear all in a bunch, it was amiable . . . he doesn't know what he wants, but it isn't me . . . and it is better to hurt now. At least that's what I'm telling myself.
Frees me up to find someone that really likes me. And that's what we all want, isn't it?
And part of me knows that . . . and part of me wishes that I could have him back so bad . . what little we had, from the conversation I had with him last night.
I take that back . . . it wasn't what "little" we had. But I can't settle and I don't want him to settle either.
So I guess that beer money was not really worth it last weekend??? Oh well - good for you - you really do have to kiss some frogs. Even if it hurts your heart - it makes room for the good ones! - M
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Before you get your underwear all in a bunch, it was amiable . . . he doesn't know what he wants, but it isn't me . . . and it is better to hurt now. At least that's what I'm telling myself.
Frees me up to find someone that really likes me. And that's what we all want, isn't it?
The operative word is "it" not you.
And part of me knows that . . . and part of me wishes that I could have him back so bad . . what little we had, from the conversation I had with him last night.
I take that back . . . it wasn't what "little" we had. But I can't settle and I don't want him to settle either.
So it has to end.
So I guess that beer money was not really worth it last weekend??? Oh well - good for you - you really do have to kiss some frogs. Even if it hurts your heart - it makes room for the good ones! - M
Or it walls you off from the good ones. I'm not sure which at this point. But no, the beer money was not worth it.
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